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Over, Thinking

by Worse Off

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1.
Tear the roof off this building, I’m ready to fly I’ve been waiting to meet you my whole fucking life I couldn’t be more terrified Am I chasing acceptance, (just) piling on lies Real life has only ever been a disguise I couldn't be more terrified No comfort in The noise, in my head Let yourself out, I’m done with it
2.
There was a time when I thought I could make it out of this cell, I locked myself in, call it hell, I called it escaping. Watching snowflakes hit my tongue, Sting of the cold oh just to feel something I want to feel something Always stuck playing this game of hide and seek Never know if the one who's searching is me But it feels the losses are totaling Everyone’s choosing their delusions Fighting to keep the truth at bay Can be easy to blame all the CYNICISM Maybe we’ll never know the way I’ve been afraid for too long of standing on my Own two feet, I never Trusted myself, I should be braver And I’m off chasing sunsets, chasing dreams What I need is to stop for a minute, just breathe Don't you want to feel something A fortune mismanaged Is more than others got Prepacked perspective, styled and taught Got look at the ruse they try to sell you (All these) proof of success are based on failure Practicing scripture with no intent With no intent to read on their own
3.
I know you’re here, but still I never felt so alone I can always say the wrong thing at the exact right moment But I can never find the words, I mean, When I know, when I know it matters most I told myself that I could, and hoped one day that I’d believe it I can always make the wrong move at the worst fucking moment But I can never force myself to take, a chance, When I know, when I know it matters most Just stand up, when you feel yourself sinking Don’t play it over in your head, when you know that it’s already over with Just scream out, when you feel yourself shrinking Let this be a reminder, know that you’re, plenty worth it When I hear that voice, I wish that someone else was speaking Cause I hate the way it sounds, and worse I hate the way I’m feeling Sure, I could tell you all that I’m, I’m doing just fine Don’t tell, me you’ve got good intentions I hope that you can be proud, of yourself someday I hope you find the words you needed when You, were younger, searching so desperately for something that You, could see yourself in Deep down you’re still searching til this day
4.
You and I can rise up, but they’ll never rise again Intolerance, injustice, it’s the sickest fucking thing You and I, no we might never agree, But tell me when has violence solved anything Sexist, racist, homophobes, Hatred can’t be all you really know I won’t remain, silent, opposition is growing stronger everyday Standing on the rooftops, in solidarity Screaming for our right to be free You and I can stand up, show the world what we believe United in resistance, oh can’t we learn from history You and I, no we might never agree But, when has violence solved anything Transphobic, alt-right, xenophobes Not this time, we’re taking back control I won’t remain, silent, opposition is growing stronger everyday Standing on the rooftops, in solidarity Screaming for our right to be free
5.
Night fell, just as the new day began to be clear to me Still trying to find a way to fight the lines replayed Clinging hard to memory, stuck miles away from reverie Another time, another life, avoiding every way You keep Moving slow and sure with mistakes your gonna make Unsure if its confidence or coincidence driving fate does it ever get old Reflecting in a room of your regrets But you never had a mirror anyways Im not sure what we deserve Havent changed much of anything but still suffocated with doubt Is everything we’ve worked for still valid, or should we ignore it? Not here to complain, just need to sort it Is it all worth the cost, now that we can’t source it (hollow place) Im not sure what we deserve Havent changed much of anything but still suffocated with doubt Is this something to preserve? Struggling for anything to free me from this doubt
6.
Title, Track 02:58
I don’t want to wake up in, a world that Continues to look like this one I’ve been doing nothing to help change it I’ve been doing nothing but complaining to myself As I watch you biting your tongue, Does it get harder to hold back I wish it got harder, for me to hold back Honestly, I’m getting tired Of letting myself stay quiet Over thinking again I’m still learning to let go, Of the dead weight Of the voice that lives inside me I’ve been trying so hard to ignore it Cause I know if I don’t, it will destroy me I stood there biting my tongue It never got harder to hold back I wish it got harder for me to hold back Honestly, I’m getting tired Of letting myself stay quiet Over thinking again I know I’m getting in my own way I know I can’t wait another day for it, for it to end/change Tell me how you can stay so calm, when everything in life is so dark I just feel so fucking small, trying hard not to burn out Tell me how you can stay so calm, when everything in life is so dark I just feel so fucking small, trying hard not to lose hope
7.
Apathy 02:58
I took a lesson in apathy I stopped caring about everything I took a lesson in empathy And I realized you don’t really care about anything If only I could just settle in Instead of trying to disappear without Leaving as much as a footprint to miss oh You keep running, but no there’s no escaping You’ve been spending all your time trying to prove to yourself you still have convictions, Do you still have convictions? I keep trying to erase All the things I had thought were fair Compassionate mistakes Maybe I’ll push the blame on those not there? I cant be the one to keep pleading for virtue And I can’t be the one To overthink for you You’ve been spending all your time trying to prove to yourself you still have convictions, do you still have convictions? You’ve been spending all your time searching anxiously for something to believe in To pick you up, just to be let down To ease it, your racing, to ease your racing mind. To find some balance, to ease your racing mind To find a way to ease your racing mind. Just keep on fighting Will we ever find it, a way to Bury the hatchet Shake the feeling of despair All these lessons are based on the notes you take Hope you find their proper value before it’s too late Not saying for you that it’s time to go I know it’s hard to find, but You can learn about anything
8.
Thought that i was moving forward Just to be placed back down and be turned around Frozen by the start up process But the starting pistol never made a sound And I’ve got plenty of answers to questions in my head For conversations I’ll probably never have It’s not I don’t want them, I just don’t need them, Where do they come from, why do I have them? that space could be better empty instead AS TIME TELLS IM LOSING ALL MY LEADS CAUGHT SPYING JUST TO PREDICT MORE DEFEAT AS I YELL THIS IS “SOMETHING THAT ILL BEAT” MAYBE ILL JUST DIG MY GRAVE NOT SO DEEP SO IF I CAN RETURN AND REMEMBER ANY DREAMS PERHAPS I CAN BECOME WHAT YOU ALL SEE OF ME
9.
Sometimes I feel like an asshole Like I can’t be trusted To keep myself afloat with all Of these heavy feelings circling over and over in my head Don’t tell me you get it I can see that you don’t Don’t tell me it’s over When clearly it’s not It won’t make me feel better I assure you it won’t And I’m losing control Sometimes I feel like a failure No I can't be trusted to finish anything I start I should give myself credit, but I just give excuses How can I get myself to stop
10.
Scrolling for days Burn my eyes out It’s like candy for the brain Lean in dissociate Don’t have the energy to pay attention Don’t have the bravery to break free from my defenses It’s not my problem, Can’t solve your problems Kicking pebbles up Watching boulders fall Nostalgia decays Is this what we want now? Ethic crowds deliberate Compasses recalibrate Hunting, for peace as if it could fill you up for days but like a, seasoned heart breaker passion takes everything. Giving up, becoming what you hate Choosing distractions Making, excuses for days Desperate for change
11.
Knot 03:30
You keep building it up, up higher in your head Oh when is enough, and when will you stop Trying to be something you’re, So clearly not, you’re so clearly not You keep trying to run, it’s cute you think you’re so fast We’ll catch up, we always catch up Nobody gets away without You’d think you’d know that by now Think you’d have it figured out, by now I gotta hope that one day you can breathe easier than today You’ll feel the weight getting lesser every day That’s just a thing people say You sit watching the clock feel the rhythm of your heartbeat It keeps speeding up, you’ll never catch up With every decision, every choice A weight impossible to hold Have some patience, put things in perspective Do you always have to make such a Big deal, out of nothing It’s clearly nothing You’d think you’d know that by now Think you’d have it figured out by now I gotta hope that one day you can breathe easier than today You’ll feel the weight getting lesser every day That’s just a thing people say You keep trying to face it, I see you struggling Chasing some version, the one you that you wish you could be

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Recorded at Nada Recording Studio, Montgomery, NY between January and June of 2023

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released February 9, 2024

Worse Off on this recording is Jac Falk and Colin Jay

Additional guitars on Dislike, Unsubscribe and Fun Fact II by Patrick Bradford
Additional Vocals on Fun Fact II by Jared Hart (Appears courtesy of Mt Crushmore Records)

Engineered, edited, mixed and mastered by John Naclerio

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